Sunday, 21 August 2016

Week 5: Reality vs Ideology


A pen, black or blue it is what most people use for writing or taking notes. I take one to school with me each day, whether it is for my own use or to assist teachers with admin I also have one. Living in our current world I realise that one has to protect your property and look after it. After the first week the first pen was gone. Thinking that I left it somewhere or a learner took it, but me being naïve I never considered one of the learners in the classes that I teach the most. It is one of the other classes that I had to observe or help out at, definitely not my classes. Taking pen two, I select one which is marked and that I know not a single learner can lay claim to. Last week pen two disappears. This now officially an issues for me, I start thinking of precautionary measures and possible solutions to these disappearing pens. For this week is browed pens from learners each period and returned it to them after the period, inconvenient at times but cheaper than my other alternative.

Thursday approaches, teaching mathematically literacy and going out of my way to help all the learners and help them individually understand. There is one boy, who asks something every five minutes and celebrates when he understands. I took this as I complement, thinking that if it is only this one learner that I help its ok. End of the period and this boy has another question; I am at his desk trying to think of a different approach to his problem. Low and behold… there is one of my pens, written Hoerskool Postmasburg on it. I was stunned, disappointed and sad.

Friday, ‘my class’ (as I have them for all three of my subjects) need an invigilator. There is pen number two, a blood bank pen. Investigation showed that this pen has been traveling through the entire class since they took it from my possession. This week I intend to ask one of the teachers some of their class time to have a serious discussion with these learners and very clearly communicating my disappointment.  Hopefully the results will be more respect and a better attitude towards education and educators – only time will tell.

Fortunately, I do not need to teach these learners further, so their reaction to our discussion I might still teach them. This was quite a shock to my system this whole event with the pens. This was supposed to be my class, the one place where is would surely be able to make a difference. These learners are smart and I believe this may be a contributing factor to why teachers have disciplinary issues with them, they are ahead with work and then disciplinary issues arise. This was a challenge I saw and fully embraced and then just when I tough that I have built both individual and a class relationship with these learners, it blows up and I see that I was surely fooling myself.


Entering the next week, I look forward to teaching other classes, having fun and building new relationships. The classes that have been allocated practicing teachers welcome them with open arms, thus other opportunities for me. 

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